So I think I’ll still post my little secrets but not on any sort of schedule. And I might throw in some life lessons in there too. Just to make this more fun and less of a task I have to do. :)
- Lose weight <—unimaginative.
- Start blogging with a purpose <— what you really wanted to hear.
So my game plan for the latter is to post a picture of myself every week so that I (and anyone who decides to follow me) can see how I may change over the course of a year. I think it’ll be a fun experiment. And everyday, I’m going to try to post one “secret” about myself to get people (and myself) to see the real me. I’m going to give it my best shot. So if you’re following, just bear with me, maybe we’ll all learn something in 2012.
I know this idea for a photo a day blog has been done before, but I think I am going to try it anyway. It’ll probably just be a random assortment of pictures. They could be just something I took a picture of, maybe something I was doing that day, Maybe even a photo quote (because I like them). Not sure if I’ll develop a more consistent theme to them or not, but we’ll see where it goes (maybe it’ll just be “the daily life of a girl who’s starting something new = college”). So look for the start of that, not sure when that’ll be, but I know it’ll be soon. :)
Today was wonderful, perfect actually. We didn’t do much, just spent the day on my couch watching a strange myraid of movies, but I loved every second. I love getting to spend time with just you because it’s a nice change of pace and we always have fun. You never fail to make me laugh uncontrollably. Whenever you’re around I can’t help but continuously smile. Why is that? Because you make me happy. You truly are my best friend and nothing will ever change that. And I promise that those two hours between Carlisle, PA and Madison, NJ will not be keeping us apart for long. I love days like today when I get you all to myself (because I’m selfish) and you just hold me or let me use you as a pillow and we just talk and laugh and joke. I always feel comfortable, safe, and warm in your arms because I know you won’t hurt me. Right now were just best friends and I’ll be happy if our relationship always stays that way, but if that joke that we make all the time comes true and we get married, you’re right we would be really happy. It’s days like today that prove that’s true. I can actually picture us on a couch somewhere in the future that belongs to just us, having a day like we had today. And it’s still going to be just a simple, just as fun, and just as wonderful. I love you kid. And nothing is ever going to change that. <3
It seems like everytime I see you I get butterflies. I know that it sounds cliche and silly but its kinda true. But I know what its like to be in a relationship with you, and it kinda sucks. You didn’t treat me right and you still don’t even as friends. Regardless, I still love you. My head and heart are confused however because I can’t tell if I’m in love with you. I really hope not because I can’t, no, won’t go there again. My heart still loves you, but my head reminds me that I got hurt too many times and that you treated me badly. So I’m confused all the time… I see you and just wish you would hold me again, but I know that can’t be for my own sake. uggghhhh.
On a brighter note, I’m definately in love with Fairleigh Dickinson. I want to go there so badly. Its perfect and I love everything about it. Hopefully I can find the money to go. I also can’t wait for Homecoming. I’m gonna have a part-ay! ^_^ For tonight though I am headed over to the Russians house for a bonfire. Hooray!!